Monday, April 27, 2009
Doubt the first. Cry the second. Love the third. Live the fourth.
Oh. My. Gosh. My trip this weekend was AMAZING!!! I am so glad that two of my besties talked me into going. I would have killed myself if I missed the opportunity. I have marked Kairos down as the second best experience of my life (I think you all know what the first was!) The biggest thing that I took away from it is that a person is not always what they seem on the outside (I think you know who I'm talking about. Love you!) I seriously did not want to go home on Sunday. That place was the most accepting environment that I've ever been in. I was a bit skeptical when everyone told me that I would cry my eyes out. I did. I cried so much that by Sunday, I had no tears left. It felt so good to release all of this bad energy that I've had bottled up inside of me for so long. I also have a whole other family behind me now. I know that I can always go to them for anything. They made me feel beautiful, accepted, strong, and confident. I love them so much. I'm not allowed to tell what exactly happened on the trip, but I can tell you that it was unbelievable. Kairos seriously lived up to my expectations. If could do it all over again, I would in a heartbeat. I heart LVIII.